Thursday, July 23, 2009

I'm back! Back to the blogging world. What made me do it? What made me go back to something that I was so in to since I was a young girl? I remembered I had this binder notebook that was full of poems or intended songs when I was in grade school until highschool. Everytime I feel happy, sad, depressed or just any time I feel like writing I put it all out there. Unfortunately it was naturally destroyed...unintentionally. Imagine I was able to compose a song with my own melody when I was in third year highschool!! I had like two or three classmates who listened to that song and thought it was from the radio. That was just my two-second moment of glory. Nobody heard it again coz I was too shy to let anybody know it. And I thought the song was just a piece of junk and I still think it that way upto now. Had experienced pride with writing through joining the presscons from third year to fourth year and even heading the yearbook and being part of the newspaper team in highschool. But it all went poof!! when I went to college. College became a frustration for me. It was a time of rebellion from people I love and from the institution that I graduated in. It was that chapter of my life that I plan never to go back though I met great people when it was near its end.

Now, why am I here? We go back to my first questions. I am here coz I realized this is the only outlet I have to express what I feel and what I want other people to know. This the only place I could ever be that frank and direct. This is where I would feel the whole world's problems dont exist.

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